First clear the mess in your head.
There are too many to-do lists floating in your head. Personal lists, work list, family list, hobby list, favours list, questions lists, things to buy list, long term dreams list, short term dreams list, financial lists, lists of lists.
Park 30 minutes aside and have all these written down on ONE sheet of paper. If you really park time aside, 30 minutes may not even be enough. But once you commit to sitting down, you will likely spend more time doing the lists.
Make a clear list and visit it often.
Can you see clearly now?